None...

Sometime i thought i'm fine..
Normal..i got lots of friend...

But when come to this kind of situation..i feel like
I find nobody around me...
When i'm not happy..i don't have anyone to tell and talk to..
It seem like i want to find them talk and listen to me...
but i guess i know what kind of answer they gonna give me..

so i decide don't tell anyone..and keep it myself..
And i thought there's always someone special..would listen..
Even i sad or emotional without a reason..

it felt so depress ...when...there's no one...
i can't find anyone to..stay beside me and..comfort...

I feel so lonely..all of sudden...its so scary...

Contradiction

I'm will tell you exactly why would I feel this way.

Case 1 :

Most of you driving in Malaysia / KL ,
you probably can't live without one , that my conclude.
And you probably experiencing of this conflict and anger from a MOTORCYCLIST.
They are everywhere in malaysia no doubt, and u know you cant mess with them, once u in accident with them, first one to be blame is you who in a car instead of them in a small vehicle.

Why am i putting this entry, because this morning, I get Pissed off of this motorcycle..
I was driving on a emergency lane, ( and I know I shouldn't..) but is jam along the way of Taman desa heading to Federal highway,( tell me about it ) ..and im late! Fine, i drove to the emergency lane so i can go faster just like any other car. So driving all the way down, they few motorcycle give me horn? WTF??? WHy horn me?? there no sign or whatever shit showing " only motocycle " ..Fucking pissed me off, okay! you get the point...ok..! Is just that they horn me because i'm bloody blocking their way ..huhhhhh?! make sense not? cibai...

And somehow , sometime you will see some motorcycle driving on middle of the highway , slowing down other car, and we have to cut them...pissed off ok! they can basically drive on the most left lane please! so inconsiderate!

Somemore some idiot just riding here and there on the highway when there is so many car on the highway, because of them every car have to brake and slow down..! that how the jam causing..and i really hate motorcycle!!!


Case 2 :

In case, you didn't know, i came from a ' just okay' background family, ... and i wish and pray my dad will get alot business all the time...and guess what, some of you may not know...but i'm telling you this..my dad is in manufacture industry..of Helmets! HAHAHAHAHAHA

So do you see this 2 case how contractic? ? I hate there no motorcycle, but I pray and hope my dad have good business.....


Tell me about it..i will start try to love motorcyclist.
I'll try take it easy on them...=_+"

Decision made

Refer back all my entry...is all about should or shouldn't making any move on my current job.
And f-i-n-a-l-l-y , decision make.

I make up my mind, and i decide to leave for good :)
The feeling wasn't as great... after all i stay in this Company for like say 10 months...it wasn't long enough but...wasn't short ...at all

I'm happy to leave because new company definatly paying me better compare to now. I wouldn't have any second thought...

I felt i never been working / staying long in an organization.
Which i felt pretty bad on that..

I feel sorry and disappointed my both manager , Aram and fung fung...my 2 immediate manager.
They very kind , nice , and help me alot...I don't even know how to pass the resignation letter to them yesterday ..and yes my heart beat almost hit 200 per second hahahahaha..

Is done now, and I feel bad and sorry for decision I make to them..
Is wasn't the right time at all..
but..is going to be over very soon..

And hope for the best for new company :)
Excited much? Nope! but worry if is going to be the same condition..HAHAHA!

I Looking forward to the new org. now :)
Definately new enviroment and new thing..but hope it going to be okay..

I want To party ...and dance/Drink my night away!!!!!!!!!!!
This weekend have to make it Happen!!!!!!
Darling shall we?!

God bless

Hope

Life been miserable much lately.

Please do not stop checking if i updating or not.
Sometime i hate my job, sometime i love my job,
Sometime i think he love me , sometime i don't,
Sometime i think i can do it, sometime i just giving up,
Sometime...you name it..im a very confuse person,


There friend of mine saying, I'm using 2 side of my brain left and right to make decision, which is logic and creative...er..not sure..but I can say that very confuse..

i know myself, and there another one understand and know me alot too...this person will remain disclosed =)



Hoping for the best of my career, and I hope I'm getting it.

God bless !

Away and back

I been neglect this for a while..

Coz i'm lazy...very very very lazy.
and very very very busy...

Yay , thing to update is..i watch Transformer..and guess what..Shia Labeouf is still HOT!!!
I did not lie...Im obsessed with him since long time!
Whatever you call him nerd or geek..accept it people! he is hoT!

I should stop..the boyfriend goin to kill me right now. :p

My life is boring..nothing much to update, no picture no nothing!
OH! i attend Grace wedding and i did not took any photo ...at all!

but i able to steal one picture of Us in the wedding reception :)

stolen from the groom facebook...
and I guess I'm getting another 5 kg on my body agian...sigh! When i will ever ever ever thinner a little? like ...sayy....i blame on the food..i just can't resist :(

Help..!


My work life even boring, do not wan't to talk about it!
But i'm happy with my life with my baby :) he's getting sweeter...and our love never stop growing, and building up..

Is July..and time flies...I miss college life :)

Reach as far as I can

Receive this postcard few day ago,
I never suprise getting mail from MNG, I normally receive a lot mail from them, and I'm ain't big fan of them..weird..

Anyway what caught my attention from this postcard is, it say I'm invited for their VIP's Sale Preview..i wonder what kind of sale that able to get preview..maybe you able to get some first buy on nice goodies on cheap price..my guess...

They put it " VIP " make you feel so important or special chosen.hahaha..and when you there you gonna end up pack with bunch of aunties..




So it also say i able to bring 2 friend with me ..on Wednesday 1pm-10pm , I'm working plus i don't have money..so i give up to go have a look..

And the MOST funny thing and caught my attention the most...is this..

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Ok , apparently they send to the right address, yes, that my address, no number mistake or anything..that is excatly my house address...but why the hell it read ..C-i-n-d-y-e T-e-o l-e-e Y-o-o-n-g........Is nothing close with Ra-Chel Che-ah...WTF yeh... Until now i can't get over it!!! hahahha..


*Yay is weekend agian, and i hope i'm going to see him, been busy at work agian, never stop...wonder if I able to reach further in this company...I wouldn't know anymore , i'm confuse much..

** listen to david archuleta - touch my hand (Y)(Y)(Y)

Flaming June

Yup, is flaming June, what can I say, is bloody hot everyday, and i'm roasted like a chicken..
picture coming up! Lol!..so much to update, lets start with my work, working in warehouse never been more fun, last week we had stock count day for my company...

well, imagine get cook under a big oven..i friggin' sweat like crazy my goodness...here some picture i took!


If you know where this place, then, you can pay visit and grad something home :p , the biggest thing can be fridge or washer, smaller thing would be toner, your favourite thing will be LCD/LED...suit your self people..

took at 2 floor high, eh is very scary ok..I might fell down from there and break my leg or something..but is fun..hahahaha
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Move on to my days catching up with soulmate , friends and even cousin..


Click to enlarge peeps..

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My dad is always my hero...* embarrasing *..sorry dad! always bother you with my problem..Thanks daddy..:D

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Is Us..=)..
In case you didn't know that, this sweet guy, done a lot thing to me, that every girl could ask for..=) ..

I will miss the day i spending so much time with you..looking forward to next time, shall we ?
*marked * 15th month..


and this all from Chef Bob :p...you good chef yeh, thanks for the food!
Even we all can't finish eveyrthing...*Burrpp*



Lazy type so much, let's the picture do the job :)
bye !

Quick Lunch

Guess who drop by at my work place and had quick lunch with me today..

like super quick lunch, grab eat and go..

Is the boyfriend and the bob..bob shave his head..lol!



We had subway! boyfriend favorite!

I wasn't have much time update lately, busy at work, i mean extremely busy...and i had the most lazy sunday lately.


and i bought a new phone, FINALLY! ok is not latest news but just wanna share. like after how many year...I deserve it ! but I miss my 6680.... =(

i had this n85, this is how the front camera look like...wasnt as good as my 6680 T___T

but the picture above took by the main camera with 5mp..which is a pro camera.. luv it..


Ok nothing to update besides more daily routine work life..SIGH..!
Bear with my fat face..let me be!